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Jenni

-> Your Perfect Guy

Short Answer
.: x hair color- doesn`t matter
.: x eye color- blue's nice, doesn't matter at all
.: x height- taller than me
.: x short or long hair- short
.: x prep, skater, jock, etc- eh
.: x teeth- something i won't grimace at

Yes or No
.: x glasses- some ppl can get away w/ em
.: x contacts- sure
.: x buff- wouldn't hurt
.: x piercings- hmm not really 
.: x tatoos- maybe one
.: x teeth- duh
.: x cook-
.: x love his mom- aww...yes please
.: x watch chick flicks with you- watch, but not like
.: x cuss- not excessively
.: x drink- does that really matter
.: x smoke- NO
.: x write poems- i don't care
.: x walk you to your door- yep
.: x pay for dinner- every now and then
.: x wild or conserved- A mix
This or that
.: x funny or serious- funny
.: x night out or stay at home- stay at home
.: x shy or outgoing- i think shy is cute
.: x candy or flowers- flowers
.: x smart or dumb- it doesn't matter
.: x not afraid to speak his mind or do what makes you happy- lol both
.: x quiet or loud- quiet...well, he must be able to carry a convo
.: x class clown or class nerd- clown
.: x funny or sarcastic- BOTH
.: x basketball or football- football
.: x honest or trushtworthy- both

these lil surveys are all that i have to post...so i'm sorry. i get bored so very easily. i really should be doing my history homework lol. Stacy will I be seeing you Sunday night online to work on that? lol 

Wow. It's been a while since I posted a normal post. New layout. Not sure if I like it yet. But I guess who can't like Napoleon.

I'm so excited for next year. I will be cheerleading again. And I missed it. A lot. Well most of it. But I'm curious as to who will come back out . New Coach. New Year. Couldn't be better.

Went shopping today  Got two new purses I'm so glad Lent is over. I bought two at Charlotte Russe and my mom gave me one yesterday, so I'm good for the rest of the week Also bought two pairs of shoes it's weird. I never buy anything. I spent thirty on my purses and thirty on shoes, and although that seems like nothing to most of you, thats a big spend for me. I am as cheap as can be. Thats how I end up with crappy stuff. I also bought a shirt at AE so I'm broken for the rest of the week. Well atleast till wednesday. PAY DAY

Got my bonus. Going to buy some new clothes. Man I love summer.

Got myself into working tomorrow. I work from 7AM until about 1 or 2. Then I have to come back at 4:30 till probably about 9-ish. We have 25 flipping dogs. And a cat. And a rabbit. Its been a hell of a weekend.

Worked all day saturday. Sorta. From 7-11 AM and then 4-7:30 PM. Kinda crappy. And easter. That just sucked. Worked 7-10 AM and 5-7. But it was okay.

Easter was actually...nice. I went to my Aunts for brunch with my Fregeau side. It was fun. Then to my other aunts with my moms side. We watched home movies lol. From when I was like 3. It was so cute.

I'm really just rambling now. But I have to go get ready. I'm going to Chads with Mal and god only knows who. So I will see you guys Wednesday!

Leave me some e-props

Jenni

Basics

• Your gender: Female
• Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
• Single?: Don't remind me.
• If not, do you want to be?: 
• Birthdate: August 12, 1988
• Your age: 16.
• Age you act: Good Question 
• Age you wish you were: Probably...somewhere between 21-25
• Your height: 5'6"
• Eye color: Blue/Grey
• Happy with it?: Eh...they're very boring. 
• Hair color: Red
• Happy with it?: not most days
• Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty
• Your living arrangement: With my parents
• Your family: Dad, Mom, Bryan, and Snowball.
• Have any pets?: I already mentioned my brother.
• What's your job?: Kennel Attendent at ORAH
• Piercings?: Ears
• Tattoos?: Nope
• Obsessions?: Sims 2 University.
• Addictions?: Nope.
• Do you speak another language?: A lil French?
• Have a favorite quote?: Um... not off the top of my head
• Do you have a webpage?: Not sure.

• Do you live in the moment?: I'd prefer to. but no one else wants to.
• Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: I think so.
• Do you have any secrets?: Many
• Do you hate yourself?: no
• Do you like your handwriting?: no
• Do you have any bad habits?: Pop Drinking
• What is the compliment you get from most people?: Your hair is so pretty 
• If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: 16 Candles 
• What's your biggest fear?: Something bad happening to someone I care about
• Can you sing?: That would be a negative 
• Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No
• Are you a loner?: I guess sometimes.
• What are your #1 priorities in life?: To eventually have some fun. To finish high school without going insane due to some people. and to Own all the german shepards i legally can. lol i'm sorry i had to.
• If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I dunno
• Are you a daredevil?: no.
• Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: my mind kills me.
• Are you passive or agressive?: Uh..trying to remember Soph. health..passive?? 
• Do you have a journal?: Sorta. This or sometimes when i'm really upset I write on random pieces of paper.
• If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I don't know if I'd change anything.
• Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Sort of. Stronger than most people think I am.
• Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yes but I'd rather not get into it.
• Do you think life has been good so far?: Of course.
• What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Patience is a Virtue.
• What do you like the most about your body?: I don't really like much of anything.
• And least?: Hair and my eyes
• Do you think you are good looking?: Nope.
• Are you confident?: Depends.
• What is the fictional character you are most like?: I can't think of one right now 
• Are you perceived wrongly?: Sometimes

Do You...

• Smoke?: Nope.
• Do drugs?: Nope.
• Read the newspaper?: Eh Sometimes 
• Pray?: By myself.
• Go to church?: No.
• Talk to strangers who IM you?: Noo.
• Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes m'am. My bunny i've had since I was born everynight. and I don't care what you say.
• Take walks in the rain?: Rain doesn't do so well with my hair. I avoid it.
• Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes because they stalk me and I can' be mean 
• Drive?: yep.
• Like to drive fast?: Booya.

Would or Have You Ever?

• Liked your voice?: Neh.
• Hurt yourself?: Like tripping and falling?.
• Been out of the country?: Nope.
• Eaten something that made other people sick?: Cafeteria food.
• Been in love?: Nope.
• Done drugs?: Nope, and no intention.
• Gone skinny dipping?: Nope, and no intention.
• Had a medical emergency?: Sorta. I had to have catscans when i was a baby but i dunno if that counts.
• Had surgery?: Nope, but don't think I'll be so lucky forever.
• Ran away from home?: No.
• Played strip poker?: Nope.
• Gotten beaten up?: Nope.
• Beaten someone up?: Nope.
• Been picked on?: Of course.
• Been on stage?: Yup.
• Slept outdoors?: Yup
• Thought about suicide?: No.
• Pulled an all nighter?: Lol anyone remember our drivers ed notebook? 
• If yes, what is your record?: Don't know.
• Gone one day without food?: Yep.
• Talked on the phone all night?: No
• Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: ???
• Slept all day?: It's a depressing, yet great feeling.
• Killed someone?: If I did, I wouldn't tell anyone.
• Made out with a stranger?: Nope.
• Had sex with a stranger?: No.
• Thought you're going crazy?: Yep
• Kissed the same sex?: Nope,.
• Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Nope.
• Been betrayed?: Yeah. Majorly. Not so happy with that person right now
• Had a dream that came true?: I get Deja Vu ALL THE TIME.
• Broken the law?: Hehe.
• Met a famous person?: nope.
• Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: NO!.
• On purpose?: ---
• Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Not that I know of
• Stolen anything?: No.
• Been on radio/tv?: Local TV, nothing big.
• Been in a mosh-pit?: Nope.
• Had a nervous breakdown?: Many.
• Bungee jumped?: Never
• Had a dream that kept coming back?: No

Beliefs

• Belive in life on other planets?: The universe is to big to believe that we're the only living lifeform.
• Miracles?: Yup.
• Astrology?: What's to believe with astrology.
• Magic?: No.
• God?: Definately.
• Satan?: yes.
• Santa?: If you mean my parents, then yeah.
• Ghosts?: I think there's one in my basement.
• Luck?: It's all i have sometiems.
• Love at first sight?: Yes.
• Ying and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: no.
• Witches?: No.
• Easter bunny?: Nope.
• Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
• Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: not a physical pot of gold.
• Do you wish on stars?: I do .

Deep Theological Questions

• Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes.
• Do you think God has a gender?: Yes I do.
• Do you believe in organized religion?: I do.
• Where do you think we go when we die?: Heaven or Hell.

Friends

• Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: I do, but there's nothing wrong with that.
• Who is your best friend?: Mallory.
• Who's the one person that knows most about you?: My Mom.
• What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: I'm not exactly sure.
• Your favorite inside joke?: Wait till College! Especially you Lola lol.
• Thing you're picked on most about?: Being Canadian.
• Who's your longest known friend?: Rachel
• Talking to? Not really sure what that means.
• Newest?: Kiki.
• Shyest?: Roshi.
• Funniest?: Laura.
• Sweetest?: Jenn
• Closest?: Mal
• Weirdest?: lol
• Smartest?: All around Mallory.
• Ditziest?: There are many.
• Friends you miss being close to the most?: Katie and Rachel and Soledad and Kirsten 
• Last person you talked to online?: Katie R. 
• Who do you talk to most online?: lol I never talk. Prolly Lisa
• Who are you on the phone with most?: and once again, i never talk on the phone, but i suppose Mallory
• Who do you trust most?: Mallory and Laura.
• Who listens to your problems?: My mom. .
• Who's the nicest?: They're all nice.
• Who's the most outgoing?: Laura.
• Who's the best singer?: lol.
• Who's on your shit-list?: Eh. I can't say names. I know they read this. But everyone else knows who they are.
• Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: No.
• Who's your second family?: Mrs. White is my adopted mother?.
• Do you always feel understood?: Never.
• Who's the loudest friend?: I dunno. Really depends.
• Do you trust others easily?: In most cases 
• Who's house were you last at?: I don't remember.
• Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Not really sure.
• Do your friends know you?: I hope so.
• Friend that lives farthest away: Not too sure.

Love and All That

• Do you consider love a mistake?: Absolutely not.
• What do you find romantic?: I'm old fashioned.
• Turn-on?: Can carry a convo since only like three people in the world can.
• Turn-off?: Can't take a joke, greedy, etc.
• First kiss?: .
• If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: I don't really know.
• Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: I would prefer knowing the person.
• Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: No. I could never do it.
• Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: I don't really go by looks so yes. .
• Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: No.
• What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Eh...I dunno.
• What's the last present someone gave you?: Mal gave me a Canadian Flag link for my bracelet  That made me very happy.
• Are you in love?: No

Who Was the Last Person...

• That haunted you?: Huh?.
• You wanted to kill?: There's only really one.
• That you laughed at?: like made fun of? or Laughed at a joke? Joke wise I'm sure it was Jacqui cuz she's hilarious.
• That laughed at you?: Who knows.
• That turned you on?: Hehe.
• You went shopping with?: Lisa, Jodi, and Becky.
• That broke your heart?: No one really.
• To disappoint you?: I'd rather not say.
• To ask you out?: Heh.
• To make you cry?: Myself.
• To brighten up your day?: Mallory when she gave me the link.
• That you thought about?: Mallory...just last question.
• You saw a movie with?: Me and Laura watched without a paddle lol.
• You talked to on the phone?: Linda-Lou.  
• You saw?: My mom is in the kitchen?.
• You lost?: Don't know.

Right This Moment...

• Are you going out?: Unfortunately not.
• Will it be with your significant other?: ---
• Or some random person?: ---
• What are you wearing right now?:plaid shorts *lol shut up they're comfy* and a Plainfield Wildcats t-shirt
• Body part you're touching right now: WHAT? I'm biting my lip?.
• What are you worried about right now?: AP HIstory.
• What book are you reading?: Consumer Reports 2005. I need a car 
• What's on your mousepad?: "Perkin Elmber - Precisely".
• Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: 1. In need of a shower 2. Tired 3. Bored 4. Cold 5. Caffeinated 
• Are you bored?: yes. Dear god yes. I have to clean my room b4 i can do anything and you see how thats going.
• Are you tired?: Yup
• Are you talking to anyone online?: Nope.
• Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: Nope.
• Are you lonely or content?: Content
• Are you listening to music?: Nope.

Currently Reading Anthem By Ayn Rand see related

Hey guys...Bad day. Don't know why. Just a bad day.

Feel really 'sad' lately. Like everyone's just trying to make my life miserable. It seems like one of my 'friends' is trying to upset me more than be my friend. But what can you do. Guess you can't win them all.

I've been annoying lately. I know it. There's just something in my head that doesn't let me stop. I always tell myself to shut up, but it never happens. So i'm sorry to all those people I've annoyed this week.

Finals are over. Thank god. Did okay. Really freaking sick of people asking what I got so they can be like, well I got a B! Okay? And I care because? Congratualtions? You'll get into any school you want. Woopdie Freakin Doo. I'm also sick of people asking where I"m going to college, and when I tell them, being like "oh" Yes, I am going to a community college in two years. Why? Because it's one of two freakin schools in Illinios that have my program. I understand you're intending to get into an Ivy league, but that school doesn't have what I want. Get over it. Just because I'll be attending WCC for two years does not mean I'm some loser destined for McDonalds. School is school.

I guess I should mention what I want to do after high school since most of you are confused. I went to that Joliet Junior College open house. Yeah, there's most def. a waiting list for the vet tech program. And a nice list of pre reqs. to get into it. So I'm going to go to WCC for two years, and then start at Joliet. It was so nice when I thought I still only had two years of college. Well I"m back up to 4. Do I really need a degree? I still don't understand what was wrong with on the job training. Is it going to matter if I can speak english *seeing as I'm not the one that needs to learn it* or figure out 2x - 5. I don't care to learn it.

I guess I should really stop bitching about everything. Did I mention I don't understand why I'm crabby? Life was fine today. Took my english final. I'm at 90% without my essays. Took French. Not too horrible. Got food. Came home and Relaxed with Laura. She left and then I just got crabby.

McBrownies quitting track. She's going to play soccer. I don't want to throw anymore. No one else really talks to me and it's pointless. I'd rather her have fun playing soccer, but it was just...weird. We were having fun yesterday and making plans...but at least someone will be happy. I didn't go to practice. Didn't see a point. Felt like crap and didn't see myself doing anything productive. I was excited for this year. It was going to be better than last year...but I don't know anymore. I should just quit.

I have to work again tomorrow. I tried to give my hours to Clare. But they weren't sure and so now we don't know if she's working or not and I have to go in at 7, yet again. It's been about three months since I've slept in. I go to school every weekday, and saturday and sunday I work at 7. I really need spring break. I think it will come fast now that Finals are over.

i'm done. leave me comments

I need love.

Jenni

I miss seeing my Oma everyday. Summer's going to rock